11/05/2011

GET BORED

Pernah  gak dalam hidup lo, lo ngerasa jenuh?
Ngerasa bosennnnn tingkat dewa dewi langit ketujuh?
Ngerasa hampa? *oke, yang ini lebay. abaikan.*


SUPERBDUPERBORED, it's my feelin right now.


i do not know why.

sebelumnya gue ga pernah sama sekali kaya begini.

tingkatkejenuhantertinggi.

Ya, JENUH.



JENUH, sama realita yang datar aja.
JENUH, sama aktivitas yang gak ada berubahnya dari jaman sebelum masehi.
JENUH, sama otak gue yang isinya harga ticket dan fckinrules confi airlines
JENUH, pokoknya JENUH titik gapake apapun



"Linka, sabaaaarrr yah, pasti nanti ada hasilnya kok dari apa yang lo lakuin sekarang....." -felly


"Sabarrr yah, kungkung........ CEMUNGUDH!" -audrey


"Ka, liat orang2 diluar, mereka kerja udah berapa lama, juga enjoy aja............" -mama


"Kung, lo seharusnya bersyukur, udah bisa ngehasilin uang sendiri........." -asyifa


"Linkaaaa, jangan begitu, banyak orang diluar yang pengen jadi kaya kamu...." -ci winda


"Namanya juga kerja, Lin. Weekend dinikmatin ajalah..... Tabah, tawakal, istighfar, hehe.." -seto



SABAR, BERSYUKUR.

yah, alhamdulilah kalo kata syahrini mah.


Tapi gue butuh break. Sedikit. Weekend ga cukup untuk memperbaharui otak gue yang mungkin kalo discan warnanya udah kaya air kali ciliwung.

fyi, gara2 hal ini perjalanan pulang gue dari kantor kerumah dipenuhi dengan sesenggukan dan air mata. #yakaleeeeee. Bahkan, sampai rumahpun gue langsung nangis kejer kaya orang abis dicopet dompetnya yang isinya 500rebu.

bahkan nyokap gue pun berkata: "kenapa kamu?? abis diapa2in ya dijalan??? kenapaaa??"

dan saat itu, dalam hati gue tertawa. apakali sih ya nyokap gue mikirnya.



Sekarang. Gue gak ngerti mesti ngapain. Ya, jalanin aja. Ya, kalo nanti gue jadi gila juga gapapa. #amitamit

This is life. Life is not EASY. So, be tough. Don't let your tears so easy to falling down
-Palinka Paquita

Cheers, ♥

5/16/2011

I am not a STUDENT again

HELLO WORLD.

FINALLY. I AM

GRADUATEEEEDD!


Thanks for the supports. Thanks to my beloved family, and my beloved teachers! And especially for THERESIANS'11 for the AH-MAY-ZEENG 3 YEAAARSSS! IHEARTYOUALL ♥




.........and I wanna say thankyou so much for YOU-IN-THERE who supported me at the first year at my school. :') I really miss you, brother.

2/16/2011

do you remember about this..?

Actually I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW about you. You just sent me a message to my cellphone, BUT.. Time after time went away and I have already known you... Yes, you're a kind person, bit I dare to say thatyou must be a better and brave girl as you always feels afraid when you fight against your problems.. Easy gurl! No pain, no gain, right?

and then.

I have some advice for you, please be patient for any problems you may take, pray to Lord Jesus for your better living, never give up to reach your highest limit, stay cool, stay peace, stay smart are better than a RUSH!

and finally.

STAY SIMPLE. STILL TRUST GOD. STAY OPTIMIST. STILL KIND. NEVER SAY GIVE UP!! YOUR LIFE STARTS NOW!! REACH YOUR DREAM, YOU KNOW YOU CAN! 

thanks to : you

for the sketches, advices, and your biography






-050407

1/23/2011

PLUS ONE

HELLO WORLD!

I AM 18TH YEARS OLD RIGHT NOW!

it means....................

GOODBYE to my superduperfckin 17th!




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME #menghiburdirisendiri




eighteen, please be nice to me






-230111

1/15/2011

my turns?

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.   
     
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
  
 Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
  
 Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
  
 Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
  
 Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
  
 Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is
to have you.
  
 Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."  

:')

THINKS ABOUT THIS!

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 
2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way. 

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. 

4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 
 
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 

6. You mean the world to someone. 

7. Without you, someone may not be living. 
8. You are special and unique, in your own way. 
 
9. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you. 
 
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 
 
11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world. 

12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it. 
 
13. Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks. 
 
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know. 
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they're great.  





-anonymous

1/14/2011

eigh-teen

18. yeah eigh-teen.

dimana my fuckin 17 akan berakhir, and welcome my 18. gue berharap 18 gue akan sangat amat lebih baik dari 17 sialan gue.

please jangan ada lagi yang namanya galau-galau dan kompeninya. sumpah bikin pusing

dan yang paling utamanya sih cuma satu


YOU.

yeah youu.
please come back. pleasee

i feel alone. in here. stand on my feet, without you.

so, please comeback. please



-i miss you so damn much, dear my buddy :'(